God... has been some time since my last entry... should not be blogging right now, coz of tons of papaer work...

But that's the point why I am so mad... freakin ready to explode... I'm here frying my ass to work while other people out there are bummin around...

I know in the long run, I will say to myself, "it's a good thing you did not turn into a bum... just look at you're friend now?"

Still, I can't help but despise this people, that are so lazy to work... I mean, it's not like they are not capable fo working, they have all the tools, they're built like a truck, a college degree, multiple job offers...

what' chewing me up is that these people have the nerve to live off their loved ones (not immediate family/read between the lines) and friends... Amputa, nagpapakahirap ako magtrabaho para may pang-gastos, tapos sila lang mambuburaot?????

I mean, I'm not selfish or anything (OK maybe I am a bit)... but it will come to a point where it's not like sharing anymore, it's becoming more of an obligation...

Man, they better be wiser...