I have prepared for the worst, now I am not hoping for the best...

The clouds seem to darken every day that passes... The Silver lining is constantly thinning... convergent to nothing...

Yet, I had nothing to lose, and everyday, logic piles up reasons, causing me to realize that there was not much to gain...

"Ad astra per aspera... "- To Kill a mocking Bird"

"Ad astra per aspera ad aspera... "just my own..."