I am wondering at this very minute

If you are thinking of me

If like me

You are wondering

What is taking us so long
To find each other

 

Many times

I thought I finally found you

Only to be disillusioned

By the fact

That my wait has not yet ended

I get up each morning hoping

dreaming

longing to meet you

 

I am thinking

Of how we will meet

Would it be as romantic

As the ones I have seen in movies

Or is it possible

That I have known you all my life

But we have yet to realize

That we are meant for each other

 

How I wish you were here right now

Because you are the only one

Who has the answers to all my questions

 

Sometimes I ask myself

If I have ever really known love

I do not have the answer

To that question

And I believe that I will never know

Until I find you

 

You just don't know how often I dream

Of finally knowing

What it feels like

To be in your arms

Even at this very moment

I am wondering

How you will simply sweep me off my feet

Perhaps

I will be drawn to you by your smile

                                        your eyes

Or maybe

By how you manage to make me laugh

By your silly little ways

 

I do not really know when

But I am praying

That God will help me recognize you

When the right time comes

 

I think of all the pain

That I have gone through

In the past

And of how much I cried

Since the day I began my search

 

I just wanted you to know

That I find my strength

In clinging onto a vision

Of a beautiful life

Ahead of me

The life I shall spend with you

In my mind

In my heart

I know

You are worth all that pain and sacrifice

 

After all

The tears have become a part of my life

And I believe

That they are slowly washing away

My flaws

So that I would become perfect

For you

 

I wonder if you have gone through so much pain as well

I wonder if you have been hurt

So many times along the journey

But my dearest one

Please do not give up

Because I am right here

Patiently

Waiting for you

 

I assure you

That when we finally find each other

I will slowly heal those wounds

By my love

 

At night

I would look out my window

And stare at the beautiful sky

Hoping that somewhere

You are also looking up

And wondering about me

I utter a silent prayer

And send all my cries to heaven

Thinking that in time

They would reach you

 

And when I feel impatient

I just close my eyes

And believe

That you are on your way

And that you are longing

To see me as well

 

And when I finally fall asleep

I still hear your voice

In my deepest dreams

For now

It is the only place

Where I can hold you

Long enough

To tell you how much

I love you.

In my dreams

You would kiss away my fears

And wrap me with your arms

Of love

So all the more

This makes me want to wake up

And face the new day ahead

With a new hope

That you will no longer be a dream

But a reality

 

Once again

I am assured

That you are worth the wait

And when the time comes

Everything will

Fall

Into place

Just as I had imagined

Just as I had thought

Just as I had dreamed

Just as I had believed

It would be

 

By then

I would simply look back

And smile silently

At all that I have gone through

Despite the pain

With the simple joys of life

I would be thankful

Because they all led me to you

 

For now

Take care of yourself for me

Hold on to our dream

And don't even think of letting go

Believe in your heart that we

That we will find each other

No matter what happens

 

Destiny saw it

That all the roads we take

No matter which one we choose

Lead to each other